now that i am home (as in perched pleasantly on my brick red ultra suede couch) i hope to get back to blogging more regularly and about things other than my day to day activities (reminder to self…there is a post about ex-friends – the concept…in the works). the east coast tour was wonderful – so much time spent with good friends and so much good food i basically had to be rolled onto the airplane. but at the end of the day, nothing compares to sleeping in my own bed and drinking coffee in the morning from my own coffee maker. i was worried about what it would feel like to come back to our life here, and while it’s only been a little more than 12 hours, so far – so good (i mean, the 55 degree weather AND not a cloud in the sky definitely helped and may have led to a rare sighting – me going for a “run” or more accurately…a trot).

i have returned with not necessarily a clearer picture of my future but i think a more fulfilling way to live my day to day life. i’m not so great with the whole “living in the moment” thing and by not so great i mean really really horrible at it (another post for another time), and while i don’t think it will ever be my way, or that it’s even the right or responsible way to live, i think it’s healthy for there to be a balance in one’s life. so i’m going to work on that too.

ABN and i are trying to run (and by run i mean drive) up to twin peaks before i have to head out to work so i should go. must be there and back and dressed for work in under an hour and a half…wish me luck!